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Just Suppose
Suppose you were standing by the back door of your home one summer evening about 4:55 PM.
As you stood and watched the neighbors children playing, you commented to yourself, how
good life is on this quiet shaded street. Most of the neighbors were retired and took meticulous
care of their homes and yards. The only younger residents on the whole street were you and
the neighbor woman just to your right. She had three small children, ages 7, 4, and 2, but they
were real good kids and you enjoyed having them around. Sometimes in the fall you would
give each of them a dollar to help you rake some of the brightly colored leaves, from the grand
old oaks that bordered your property. They never did a perfect job, but you so enjoyed their
company, that it did not matter. That dollar was like a million to them! Yes, they were really
good kids.
Suppose you were continuing to enjoy the cool evening air when you noticed the
children's mother step out of her backdoor. You never really got to know her much. She was a
professional woman who worked at the law firm down town. She always seemed to be in a
hurry. She'd say hello, but only when you greeted her first. You sometimes felt bad for the kids
to be in daycare so much, but they seemed to be holding up well enough. You watched her as
she watched her children play. You saw she held something in her hand, but didn't know what
it was, probably one of the children's toys or something. From your living room you could hear
the grandfather clock begin to chime the 5:00 hour. At that moment, you saw the neighbor
raise her arm, holding what you could now see was a gun. "What on earth is she doing?" you
wondered. Pointed directly at the children playing, she pulled the trigger. The sharp crack of
the pistol reverberated though your brain, as you watched the oldest of the three children fall
to the ground! Stricken with horror and disbelief, you ran to the sandbox where the seven-
year-old boy lay. As you lifted his head up in your hands, you could sense that the little boy was
already dead. You turned and looked through your tears at the emotionless mother and
screamed, "Why? " She said nothing, as she turned around, and went back into her house. As
your mind raced with emotions you had never felt before, you ran back home to phone the
police. You anticipated the conversation wondering how you could explain such a horrible
crime. As you waited for the operator to transfer you to homicide, you felt your heart pounding
on your chest, as if it were going to break through. Before the officer could finish asking your
name, you blurted out the gruesome story to him in every detail. Trying to catch your breath,
you waited for his response. Like the bullet hitting that sweet little boy, were the words of this
man in uniform to your soul as he pronounced that these are your neighbor's children and it is
her choice what she does with them. With a sickened stomach, you spent the rest of the
evening in prayer and grief.
Suppose that the next morning, after a sleepless night, you dragged yourself out of bed,
feeling desperate and helpless. Your mind was muddled with thoughts of disbelief and
confusion. After a most difficult day at work, you welcomed the time to come home. Spending
most of the day feeling sick, you relished the fresh, cool air, as you stood by your backdoor
deep in thought. The neighbors two remaining children were once again playing happily in
their yard. As your mind drifted deeply in thought, you were startled by the sound, once again,
of your grand father clock chiming 5:00 PM. Before you could decipher reality from memory,
out stepped your neighbor once again. Your eyes immediately were drawn to her hand, and
sure enough, she was again holding the gun. Without wasting a second, you burst through the
screen door and ran with all your might yelling, "No!", as she raised her arm, and again pulled
the trigger. You watched in horror as her four year old little girl, the second of her three
children, fell to the ground. This could not be happening! You ran to the lifeless child, and
then, feeling enraged, started towards the murderous mother. She was already closing the
door behind her. In desperation, you ran back home and grabbed the phone, to explain a
second time to the police the horrible acts of murder your neighbor was committing. As you
pounded the keys on the phone, you prayed a desperate hurried prayer, that this time they
would listen. But they did not. You ran to the sink in sickness, as the police once again
defended the mother's right to choose! Regaining your senses and hoping to get a sympathetic
ear, you called your congressmen. After carefully explaining to the secretary how urgent it
was that you speak to your representative personally, she put you through. Although he
showed slight interest in your story, he seemed much more interested in your vote in the next
election. When you told him you would be voting for the congressmen who works to stop
mothers from senselessly killing their children, he explained that this issue has come up many
times before and that his hands were tied. With much frustration, you hung up the phone. You
then called the newspapers and the local networks, but could find no one who had interest in
your story. Spiritually devastated, you called your pastor and poured your heart out to him. He
showed you great concern and said he understood. He said we would work on pressuring our
legislators to create new laws, so that mothers won't be able to do this, but he warned that
this had been being disputed for a long time. Their seemed to be very little chance of getting
anything changed. He told you to calm down, trust God, and wait on His will. "All we can do is
keep trying through legal channels. We just have to watch children die until we can get some
laws changed," he said. Discontent and desperate, you spent a sleepless night in prayer, not a
mealtime prayer, but the kind of prayer that makes your heart ache. It was the kind of prayer
when you can’t help but visualize yourself clinging to the foot of the cross, begging for Gods
help and mercy.
As the sun came up, you stayed on your knees begging God to stop this mother's hellish
quest. You stayed home from work, that third day, and spent the hours searching the
Scriptures for answers. Those hours flew by like minutes, as the clock raced towards 5:00p.m.
At 4:00 you were already in your yard, watching the one remaining little girl playing
contentedly in her sandbox. Your heart was filled with compassion, as you watched her
pouring sand from one container to another. You were committed with all your soul, that this
child would not die on this day! Checking your watch, almost every minute, you waited in
agonizing anticipation for the heartless mother to repeat her act of hate. Your position was
just a dozen or so feet to the left, of the neighbors back porch. As you glanced at your watch to
see it was 4:57, you almost literally stopped breathing, as you waited... 4:58, 4:59, and 5:00.
The door swung open and out stepped the mother. She lifted her arm and inserted her bony
finger on the trigger of her gun. You quickly reacted, with precision and accuracy, as you drew
your own handgun, aimed carefully for the scull, and fired to save this little girl’s life. As the
hammer of your gun crashed bluntly against the iron, all of your unbearable burdens of the past
two days rushed free from your soul! You ran past the mothers bleeding corps and scooped the
precious, two year old, little girl up in your arms. As you clung to her tightly, you could feel her
sweet breath of life on your neck. You felt an indescribable, overwhelming sense of Godly
satisfaction and relief. As you contemplated the penalties you would face for your act, you
knew that death or imprisonment were a small price in comparison to the feeling of this little
girl’s gentle heartbeat against your chest. Her glowing, brown eyes were full of life and
innocence. You thanked God for this life! Surely, there were other mothers who might be just
t as horrible as this one, who lay dead on the porch steps. To shame, there may be other
children being senselessly murdered. But for this moment, for this child, who, full of life, clung
to your neck, you had brought deliverance. You knew that no price was too high, for the spared
life of this precious, two-year-old girl. You again and again praised your Creator for this life
you held so tightly, "Thank you God for this Life! Thank you God!"
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Can We take justice into our own hands?
Are we only to protest immorality through legal means?
Should we be protesting immorality at all?
Should we be trying to change laws, . . . or hearts?
Would Jesus march in protest on the Capital steps?
Can we justify one sin with another?
Is it sin to take a life in direct and immediate defense of another?
Is abortion the direct taking of a life?
Does this offend you?
Do you question my stability?
"Through the Lord's mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassion's fail not."
Lamentations 3:22
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