Riven 2
contributors
John Amen, Jim Boring, Terri Brown-Davidson, FEATURED POET:Leonard Cirino, Jason Fraley, Taylor Graham, John Grey, Marilyn Johnston, Erin Keane, Igor Kruchik, Alison Easterly, Michael P. McManus, eirck mertz, Dean Metcalf, Judith H. Montgomery, Nic Nigro, Joyce Odam, Mary C. O'Malley, Kathryn Rantala, Lois Rosen, C. J. Sage, Lisa Seed, Scott T. Starbuck, Charles Thielman, S.A. Thieman, Cyril Wong, William Woolfitt
Featured Poet:
Leonard Cirino
1 statement/7 poems
State of the Arts Address
With the onset of the industrial age in the late 19th century poetry began to become more commonplace, and to lose its musical qualities by the early 20th century. Although several great lyric poets emerged toward the end of the 1800's (among them Gerald Manly Hopkins, William Butler Yeats, and Emily Dickinson), since then there have been fewer and fewer who even attempt to replace them. The reasons for this could be the overall shift of the population centers from the rural to the urban and the ensuing loss of affinity to the the natural world; the dehumanization of people in the less rewarding and more physically and emotionally taxing factory work; the homogenization of phrases, idioms, and speech patterns due to the general dispora of ethnic minorities who used original language related to their specific geographical areas; and, a breakdown of many types of religious ceremonies during which people sang in choirs, and hence, gained, in their early years, the metaphors and rhythms of older hymns.
There are only two examples of African-American poets in the early twentieth century that come to mind who were able to write in a Southern Black idiom and still gain recognition. The better known is Langston Hughes, a Harlem Renaissance poet, who, even in his most colloquial verse, spoke eloquently of the inner city. The other was Sterling A. Brown whose reputaion has not maintained a following among the literati of the US the second half of this century, but who is receiving attention in the Black Literature classes in the Universities. Their poetry, in the idoms of their people, is of the most purely melodic and meaningful verse. In more modern times the works of Lucille Clifton and Gwendolyn Brooks are examples of ethnic poets who use speech usually considered out of fashion or in poor taste, but with the true music of their peers. Currently, the poet Patricia A. Smith, who was born in the south side of Chicago, and now resides in Boston, catches many of the contemporary themes of modern Blacks as well as the inflections of the people whose voices she writes in.
Also, at the present time, there is Spanish and English mixed in the same poems (called Spanglese). I'm not familiar with the practioners of this bilingual verse, but, the book, AKRILICA, by Juan Felipe Herrera, is a fine example of this relatively new form in that his poems are not only musical in both language, but also because he as important things to say about the world of Hispanics and the culture of the nortes.
To reach even further into my position, without much foundation except a general skepticism, it seems that much recent North American poetry has not only lost its musical qualities, but it has devolved into an aesthetic of simplicity and quick takes -- because most of my generation was, at an early age, under the influence of TV. To make it worse, now there is an entire generation of young poets who were raised on computers and narcissism. Leading the the way for these poets are the deconstructionists who have tried to destroy language, and their ensuing poetic counterparts, the L*A*N*G*U*A*G*E school, both of whom have decided to market the notion of language in a material way after the manner of a horribly distorted view of Derrida's aesthetics. Along with them, but in an opposing simplistic poetics, goes the sentimentality of the Iowa School of Poets who has been described by one critic as the "Doily School". In my opinion these so-called poets are responsible for the los of idiomatic speech, originality of thought, and the corruption of poetry into sound bytes. They don't speak with intelligence or originality, but only with mouth confusion. It's as if the corporate mentality of buy and sell has somehow replaced the world of art with dishonesty. The fact that many academics (such as Jorie Graham and others) have become purveyors of these ideas, is not only appaling, but reminds me of a mass hysteria to join the crowd, to be part of this debasing force simply because it is modern or trendy. One thing is sure, these schools have total disregard for beauty, not to mention common sense. Perhaps this is a reaction to the uglification of the world and its universal dangers.
As an editor, I receive at least 15 manuscripts a year from obscure and unpublished (in book form) poets who are worthy of a much wider audience. And generally, on reading the prize and award winning books of the year, including both the academics and the street poets, in most cases I find very little of an aesthetic value and an even greater lack of dimension to the writers' thinking, much less the ability to communicate beyond a meager substance.
The state of the Union of poetry has come under close scrutiny in past years and most critics complain about the workshop poem. I agree, but also believe it has as much to do with the lack of roots of poets in particular and the population in general, as well as the mass confusion and violence in the world today, which leads people to undervalue a true voice and in many cases not even be able to hear one because of the fast-food like commodity poetry has become.
Unless a poet has that rare youthful genius like Rimbaud or Baudelaire, or maybe even W.S. Merwin if he is to be given adequate consideration, it takes dozens of adult years to study, refine, and put to practice the art of poetry. I'm not speaking of the anemic, talky academic (lack of) work, or the in your face poems that make up a great portion of what I read in today's chapbooks and 'zines.
I'm talking about poets who have seriously considered the centuries of previous work, both in their own language and translation, and who use this work as a stepping stone to modern art that is still universal in quality. It is not a task one learns in a year or five: it is a life-long discpline. Today's poets who espouse so much Ezra Pound should go back and digest his ABC of Reading. I have become tired of the glossy and highly touted books univerities, and presses like Graywolf and Copper Canyon, as well as the whole slimy and self-centered 'zine scene poets. I'm not even sure I want to read more contemporary work from the United States. My choice today is to return to the Asian classics, the Greeks and Latins, troubadours like Villon, and many of the early to mid-twentieth century southern and eastern European poets.
Even though I read these only in translation they speak to me in more qualitative and musical ways than almost anything written in the US tday does. It is a sad state in my artistic life when I have to return to poets of the past rather than choose something contemporary, but it has become more and more often true.
Lost Reality
after Michael Hamburger
homage Chagall
The lovers spin like folded bats.
Kissing air, they hang from limbs
Like acrobats who fling outward
And then decline, caught amid
The grass, transformed to soil
On the fervent meadow,
A moon inscribes the bodies.
The mad and lovely earth
Describes and abstracts the shadows
Of trees, the doubled lovers
Lifting off the ground, embracing wind
While talking with the ghosts of cows,
Fluttering over steeples, towers,
Barns, and houses lit with yellow
Rooms, while the downward wings
Slow and falter, build on the reverse
Implosion of the just just-married couple
Dancing to a violin, playing
In the penumbra of a singing lamb.
Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR
As if Pain Doesn't Hurt
after Miguel Hernandez
It's certain an exquisite knife that eats flesh
Forms my life-guiding blight on the landscape,
The distinct smells and obscenities, as when
Stamens stick out their tongues stiff as a hard on.
I'm certain it's not about beauty or heaven,
More, a trapeze act balanced as if the artist
Curved his spine and flung the essence of terror -
The ground is axed, her body flushes:
Her heart now my mouth, ultimate, uttering.
Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR
Why I Should Stay Mute
for Jeri
At tmes I have nothing to say to you
And rest my head on your breast,
Touching the very crest of fortune,
Milking what we've had and chosen,
Asking, without a word or thought,
About the things we've decided
And those that have been decided for us.
I know you weren't looking for love
So I called out that I was lost
And the search began: to bring the weight
Of stone to my demented mind, to grasp
Fingers in the shining light of solid air,
Turn the sounds of lambs back to where
Each one saw the other in a shepherd.
At your breast I hear my body
Remind you that all men lie.
But there are no words to say
I trust you like I do the work
Of God - which I know is real
When I rush over the hills of your flesh,
Arrive at a stream, and touch the water
As a madman would his lover's heart.
Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR
The Axeman
after Siktanc
Some evil things make us grip our hands
In prayer. Then they jump our bones
And breathe hard into the receiver
We hold trying to call for help.
But the room stinks and the rafters buckle
Under the weight of our devils.
The whole place reeks of dust:
The windows covered with mold
And our palms crisscrossed in worship.
Somewhere out toward the barn
A stranger picks up an ax and advances.
He strikes and the door splinters
Like a gunshot to the temple.
Fright tears our souls from our bodies.
He steps ino the kitchen,
Scans the counters and shelves.
His feet plunge into the next room
Where we huddle around our children.
The axeman strides forward
Holding the tool with both hands
And smashes the TV, the phone.
We struggle, then agree to his terms,
Content with the drama that turns us
Inside out. Like gloves removed
From our hands, we end up hanging
From the clothesline of the other world.
Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR
A Blue Round
after Wallace Stevens
The wind comes strong in blue rounds
Unlike summer which is a dreamer's world,
Or autumn, which turns frosty and scolds
The ice that cracks out its wounds.
Therefore, the supreme realist sings of rain
And the scorn that arrives in winter
With the few-bird overcast weather
And blue birds going insane,
But, oh, the trees are vascular,
Mud is mired, the air
Whips the earth, limbs become bare,
The naked roots turn muscular.
The soil cries out its ardor
While bears birth beyond any order.
Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR
Little Fucking Beggars
He throws the birds out of his yard -
Little fucking beggars - all they want
Is rice and corn and he doesn't have enough
For his children, much less himself -
A different kind of beggar whose feet
And legs are gone to war, he sits
On the corner, in a chair, but can't
Stand to give thanks for his alms.
When he can, he drinks whisky.
But cheap wine will do,
And once in a while he'll choke
Down a light beer.
When the day ends with a lost sun
He wheels his way home, the pines swing
Back and salute him, the earth tilts sharply,
And he becomes the angel of dark solitude.
Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR
Lovely in the Bones
He talks like a man dead in the forehead.
A soldier, loving part of the past,
And hating the parts in the clouds,
He arrives at the horizon unkempt
And bearded with the feathers of a loon.
His shape is wounded like a hill in combat,
His chest sinks to his waist with age.
Before his eyes the sky becomes a dove,
And he laughs like the sea turned wild,
Biting the sand. The moon looks past
And watches it drown. Dawn,
Lovely as the bones of a delicate fish,
Burns like the stars, cooing on waves.
Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR
Sweet Aphrodite on a Bicycle
Drag your raggy ruffles
through the puddled gutter.
The gauzy tulle night wraps
over the French Quarter. It's never
quite dark, is it? Neon trashy
divas glow in doorways
and I wait in the corner
of this tiny decaying bar. You
cycle slowly through the window's
phantom lip smears. The low
clouds move faster than your legs
can pump. Over the slick
cobblestones, untied corset
ribbons brush the lamppost
and you're gone, mouthing couplets
into a fog. I close my eyes, inhale
your passing scent: bougainvillea
and mildew. By the river, a trumpet
sings, muted. Pocket change
rings the bottom of this coffee can.
Erin Keane
Louisville, Kentucky
keane@sensilla.com
NO
Yes, I mean,
No.
I agree, to not disagree
-- make concessions,
smile
to be safe.
But
inside
I am dangerous.
I take my secret pencil
and scrawl a loud
reverberating NO!
on the wall
to be read by you
while I turn away
and pour hot tears
into the soup
I stir so carefully.
No.
Yes.
I am dangerous
Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA
TODAY IS NOT THE DAY
Today is not the day for luck.
For rage, perhaps;
for staring at the rain.
But today has come too swiftly,
on borrowed news, with static
and wet shoes.
And with today comes
those two proper sisters,
Grim and Lonely,
who sit
on my two chairs. I feed them
whiskey and dirty blues.
They blur and whisper.
The man I am holding
is half unholy -
the half I'm telling -
the other half
is heavy with mute clues.
Today is not
the day I choose
for dim remember.
The sisters are sleeping now:
I follow
the secret smile and meaning.
Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA
ARDOR
I was never the one they saw
they passed right through me
leaving rough impressions
I was always the one absorbed by light
they thought I was a window
birds broke against me and I grieved
rain knew me
and we wept together -- glistening
Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA
chant
number three in a series for alice
your roman nose
and eyes flashing emerald
the broad smile
an aisle for teeth
wearing crowns
marks from the kessell bloodline
one mountain man
two gladiators
medicine stones and deer jerky
garnet lipped babies
to draw runes and string the beads
long after your womb ran dry
you signed your name with a bone
dipped in indigo
lit the pipe and smoked
your dreams set with the sun
a baby cried at the breast of night
S.A. Thieman
paper lure
the engraved biceps were invitations
to a dance i missed
but no longer knew steps to
had shoes for
i returned home
to your book
left open on the night stand
an island orchid blooming
long beyond season
S.A. Thieman
Black Night, Likely Stars
Out there, the screech owl could be love's answer
to despair as it perches on its limb,
and screeches the only ode
it knows. Tell me, who listens
to this? Yesterday, I killed a field mouse
by striking it on the head
with a sharp blow from my shovel.
And, I swear that the tiny soul on its release,
streamed skyward before my eyes
like an orb of light freed
at last from its earth-bound piñata.
I buried that shovel and danced
near the compost pile for John the Apostle.
It was a tribute of sorts because
he would never dance in Jerusalem,
nor drink with Solomon the pottery maker;
one man who believed in Jesus,
but felt no sin trading earthenware
for wine-filled flasks made from goatskin.
Three years of seminary school
taught me this until the Jesuits kicked me out
when I argued that any man
has every right to engage in sodomy
with the woman he loves.
Black night, likely stars.
I love you more when the dead are near me
and moonlight turns the meadow blue
like a New Orleans' dirge played by Coltrane.
Moon, stay where you are,
I love it that you have no friends
yet continue to shine above our perditions.
Elegy, stop this burning of leaf and limb
we have no way of knowing
if the textbook illustrations are true,
if all the hymns give up the dead
like ferns in a forest
that rustle around our feet.
Will we domesticate the Bobcat,
pull down the sun in a fit of genius,
or try and find Godot
explaining Medusa away?
Black night, likely stars,
solo embrace of the moon's ligature
tight around my neck,
let me run through everything
and through nothing-
at this hour all the unchecked bags
are waiting at lost and found.
Black night, likely stars.
Maybe you will last, maybe
you will give me one more chance to ask,
field mouse will you forgive me?
Michael P. McManus
West Monroe La
Lost in the Woods
I pause in the creek bottom
of an alder thicket
to drink in cool water
and reflect on the classic way
I got into this mess
merely by following deer
as dark approached.
Last night it was 28 degrees
and I am wet,
soaked clear through.
Glasses lost to a branch
and down to one boot,
I laugh and think
that I, the outdoorsman,
may die tonight
and how, whether I do or not,
the blurred stars
look like Christmas lights
in the giant Sitkas.
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In Our Time
Lewis and Clark would be fined
for hiking in wilderness areas
without a permit,
maybe jailed for exceeding
the legal limit of salmon.
"I understand you boys
is out drawing things,"
a sheriff may say,
"jest don't be drawing
any of our things
round here."
Bored out of their wits,
our adventurers would grow fat
eating Cheetos
and living vicariously
through Blockbuster movies,
working as temps
in old folks' homes,
daydreaming of Alaska
beyond the neon moon
of another Indian casino.
Scott T. Starbuck
SanDiego, CA
"I began in Ohio,
I still dream of home."
James Wright 1927-1980
James, if you reach down hard
enough with me through the Cleveland dirt,
layers of shale and garbage earth
you and I might touch dreams
and failed seeds of Irish root mothers,
those without names, frayed rope lives tied
down on tin shanty roofs far from the bright
sun of Western Ireland's night.
We might find stained glass
from St. Mary's of the Flats,
bottles of Holy Water blessed
by Amadeus Rappe,
here on this island,
on the edge of a sliding city
at the beginning of a another century
of already too much pain.
Your finger bones could rise
from the grave and help
me scribe the sounds;
broken rosary beads buried
in unsanctified ground,
candled hymns and High Mass
lights, hidden baptisms
and rectory marriages
intertwined with blessings
from knotted Carmelite rope.
The cracked tea cup
stained brown inside
at the bottom,
leaves of green tea
gone
like the reader and her readings.
And further on to the south and west
past hills, time, and swamp tales
of Ohio City, we could discover petrified tracks,
patiently waiting,
inside clay cliffs or fields
of abandoned story.
You could help me find words,
create heel and toe casts
from Cleveland Steel's
hired Pinkerton men;
or my grandfather
and his union friends
hiding out at night
too afraid to go home
and bring the weight of violent shoes
to narrow wooden steps.
We two, could shine halogen lights and search
for the trace and smell of sweat hanging
from haloed images 'of longshoremen heads:
the boys' fresh from the docks,
as they stood at the main corner of the Angle,
Detroit and old Pearl: watching greenhorn girls
walk past after a day of service with the millionaires
on Euclid Avenue;
unaware of the future
only we can see;
a cathedral wedding and twelve priest Mass,
or lives magnetized by bar stools and beer bottles.
All mere memory shapes; holograms and dance shoes
sticking to us like nightclothes on hot summer nights.
But maybe all we can find are residue of oak tree limbs
fallen and scattered into an American hope for coal,
blooming into diamonds of rust,
while the Midwest lake and its ceaseless winds,
embrace a crying banshee reconnoitering for the soul ashes
of the forgotten dead.
Mary C. O'Malley
Ohio
The Practice of Inverting the Human Heart
Last night you were unhinged. You were like some desperate,
howling demon. You frightened me. ...Do it again. - Morticia Addams
Imagine seventy-two names inscribed
upon the petals of a sunflower
or the four lettered Name of God
arranged within the inverted human heart
so that everything is inside out or upside
down and always exposed
like the time you held me, tears
streaming immaterial messages so full
of meaning, I thought I would never
need to talk as I did before
incoherency made it impossible
to describe how our tongues paused
inside that kiss, how our mouths
press together but nothing is airtight.
Pipe Dreams
I misheard lyrics playing on the stereo
when I was waiting for mascara to dry.
It emphasized the luminous shine of
wanting you because all afternoon
I'd fantasized about what we could do
with soft leather. If this is less controlled
that craving a Moroccan market place
where women wear black and men
escape to pray every Friday, I'd say
desire could be the tantalizing lower lip
on the mouth of the Mediterranean Sea.
Alison Easterly
Australia
Undertaking
He leans his sternum light
above each body's grace,
his breath is like the face
of Summer's breeze at night.
His hands are kind, like kites
revere the wind they place
their crosses down, they lace
the wounds, they end the fight.
If I were gone, my body
left, I'd want this ferryman
to cut the line, toss it,
push me off. Because heavy
are the days on land
we go soft into such flight.
C. J. Sage
San Jose, CA
Falling
The leaves are down the lower branches sag
like the springs of unruly passion's bed
Above this fatal evidence face up
to the seeming summer sun the tree basks
bare-armed branches cocked high behind its head
Confident as an aging athlete that
can't acknowledge the limber legs are gone
Still the will persists, the sap still rises
desire still pits eros against scleros
In quiet air the trembling yellow leaves
diffuse the steady sun still strong and warm
that quickens now the mottled hand in mine.
Jim Boring
The Secret Underlife of Slugs
Name it. Name it, I told myself, delirious,
in that apartment at three a.m., all language
evacuating the premises. But I was afraid.
The gorgeous golden harvester moon swirled bursting
through my window spotted with flakes of snow
a slow melt consumed. Across from me,
in that bed hunched, rumpled, in its covers,
even the buffalo-plaid throw dangling its fringes
askew, you slept facedown in a pale nesting
of pillows I wanted, for the scantest of flashes,
to remove, to watch you suffocate
in our soiled opulence of bedding, your face blanker
than the Lady of Shalott's when she confronted her vision,
went drifting dead down the river to Camelot
where Lancelot, like me, could dote
on the face of a corpse.
Name it. But I couldn't. Language strangles itself
before images. Terror a tenderness wafting
seven veils, all of them binding
my eyes. Silently you slept while I
contemplated your strangenesses. Would you love me
when you woke? That evening,
while the moon, fresh-risen, swallowed mouthfuls
of blizzard until, choking, it crumbled, disintegrated, vanished,
you'd spread my clamped legs with the gentlest
of palms. I'd never had anyone peer into those depths.
Blossom; vermiculus; red-gold, imploded star: sweet names
for what I dreaded, the unraveling of self before
a pushing so primordial all women, I thought, must
despise it. Inside me, you rocked forward, away,
the starbursts of your blackening eyes magnified
by pupils dilating to explosion. Inside,
I felt nothing except the clamping closed subtler
than the eyelid furling over what it protects,
the tender flesh unmarred by design, the keeping still
a resistance, all those horrific words
technical in their effusions,
the yellowed jaundiced man
loving me against a subway grate in a wraparound
black coat so stiff in its soilings it rose and rose and rose,
flapped like a single dark wing.
Everything, from that day, dirt, dirt, and the world
reduced to cigarette butts, lipsticked and stubbed,
vanishing between railings. His boot against
my breasts, the endless clamor of a shout
silenced fluttering
inside my chest. But it's easy to say people can change.
Or want to. Or will. While you slept, I still felt
you inside me, the dark unctuous thrumming connecting
cell to cell, accommodating a vision larger than love.
I wanted you to fuck me. I wanted you to die.
In the end, either would've sufficed. But when clouds
brighter than snow buried that grotesquer moon,
when your breaths steadied so sonorously I sensed
they'd never, that morning, fail,
I crouched low against our sad still bed
and comforted myself with both hands.
Terri Brown-Davidson
Lincoln, NE
SIX QUIET ARCHITECTURES
1. enters with bird; through stores
& eyes & quietly will over tables, fly - while he does:
2. quiet recess and shattered
outline of an attic schooner, ceasing; like Autumn, she:
3. sewn into quilt of, worn on a widow's nest, these two &
one hundred; where her eyes, so akin to August ribbons while they are breaking:
4. again quiet stares, and through again tonight's haze
of broken hymnals; her creases, one remarks, how they sweat beneath the work light:
5. where you've repeated this after hush, I also fail mention of roses; either, your
eyes:
6. And separates, and then; moving
from eyes who - often vacancy of, often eyes abandoned by -
eirck mertz
Oregon
BONAVENTURA
(F.G. Wetzel, 1779-1819)
There you go again, wrapped in your night-
habit under a filched name,
calling the over-lasted hours.
It's easy enough to count a man's frays
and tatters when you yourself go
incognito as a fool. But, Brother,
how else could you walk city streets
under so many sane eyes?
Here, an oak tree leans and shivers
at the edge of a neighbor's security-
light. Porch-light, flicker-glow
from his TV.
You could see right through
his walls, how he stares
at the devil in the tube
or the nothing behind the screen;
or does he simply look, tonight,
within
to watch a cancer growing?
I sit inside my own
dark windows marking the moon's
shadow-dance with clouds.
You and I, we share that moon
in all this landscape, where every-
one has turned to stone.
Taylor Graham
Somerset, CA
Melancholic
At the window,
birds of Matisse.
Legs like the center of tubes and the day
so cold. I wrap in my arms,
learning to live with them. I shiver a
stone deep tree loosening shudder
like movements of sea.
The creek center rolls
under a bridge.
Water erases a V in flight.
How many do I remember
now that I count windows?
driving in small cars?
unconscious curlings from trees?
the battles with squirrels in their sleep
for crisp morsels?
My hand, tossing a small brown crust,
hovers.
Something looks like a 3.
It’s eating the width of the window.
It’s tail is as tall as the grass.
If I open the door, it is still
eating.
Kathryn Rantala
(editor/publisher of Ravenna Press and Snow Monkey)WA
Post Op
Formidable as a meat locker door,
spinach florescence of the corridor outside
65 W, his room,
inside, the air glows feverish, drained of all sun,
a bruised jaw lit from underneath
by a flashlight on Halloween.
I'm a mole sniffing at that antiseptic, familiar odor
of hospital linoleum, Lysol and a tinge of urine.
Blinking, I can make out the bodies of family pressed
to the colorless walls.
A t.v. jabbers above them.
A second t.v. jabbers behind
a tan fabric, drab cotton dividing
an already narrow room.
The gallery stares at the side show,
"The Amazing Used to Be Dad," a hodgepodge
of tubes, beeping monitors,
pulleys, and some semblance
of the man, unshaven, pale,
three quarters nude
humiliated as a Doberman
dolled up in a nighty.
Why is the remains
of fries and a reuben
on his tray table
right after the operation?
Oops,
someone else's.
Why is his wife worrying herself
over an eight page menu? How
should she know the right
hour and meal to order?
Why is there a latex glove
on the floor?
Why is the patient's gown wet,
his pillow soaked?
The intravenous is leaking,
Sorry.
Why is this still just the first day?
Lois Rosen Salem, OR
Rooms Rented by Shadows
In rooms below, lamps gather up
and snuff their bolts of light; a wide hush
sifts down like puffball spores; rag rugs
worry too hard and tear their stitches, puzzled
that their ovals of hardwood floor have so little to say.
Bread dough in the blue bowl swells like a growth
and throws off the warm wet cloth; shadows who rent
by the hour unpack bottles of gin, nail polish,
spring water, turn on pay-per-view, put on mud masks
and sprawl on the furniture.
Upstairs, all the rooms are in my lungs, my brain,
the platelets in my blood. Every prayer I say
for a loved one or stranger makes another spacious room
somewhere inside me. There are rooms
that are home to a scalawag, a nomad, a loyalist,
a forsaker, a butcher, a baker.
Something inside me gets cut to ribbons.
Something else down there rises again.
William Woolfitt
Breckenridge CO
speakingofmarvels@yahoo.com
Friends
They are with you at the big events, like a wedding,
or a party to celebrate your promotion, where you
also announce the other good news about how
your wife is pregnant again. They were there as well
at the hospital where you lay after the accident,
offering flowers and an eternity of platitudes.
They are absent at the smaller deaths, such as
those you experience along the corridor
on the way to the restroom from your office, or
on the way to the canteen downstairs for lunch,
when another light goes out inside your head
after you convince yourself this is what you have
always wanted: a generous income, a predictable
job and marriage. They agree when you tell them
how your wife is really unreasonable for suggesting
you have lost your intensity, your sense of wonder.
They also agree that you are passionate
about your work, and that work is meaningful
for its purposefulness, its sense of duty, its repetitions,
which remind you of water-drops in that Japanese
mode of torture devised to drive a prisoner insane.
They are there at your time of need; of course,
only if that need involves joining you at the bar,
a free drink now and then. They are there to loan you
a compliment or two, or a note of encouragement
during your rare moments of mild disappointment
and despair, which you are then obliged to return
in the nearest possible future, with or without
interest, depending on your mood for generosity.
They serve to remind you of what you first learnt
at the beginning of your ten-year marriage, which is
that any sort of companion, no matter how distant
or exceptionally intimate, is a compromise -
a friend, who may only ever know you as little
as you believe you know yourself.
Cyril Wong
Singapore
If You Could See Their Eyes
At the office
I am visited by
the woman who fears
optic transmitters have been
implanted in her uterus,
her nostrils, and even her breasts
to track her down.
She says that the children
she has raised were not
the ones she gave birth to
and she knows someone
switched them years ago
in the middle of the night.
She’s been told by the
judge to tell her story
to the psychiatric center
down on Oak Street,
but she says the doctors
are all imposters and will
steal her papers, her identity
and, finally, her soul.
A man who claims his
neighbors are telepathic spies,
visits me again and
again to say he sees
them everywhere.
They stop him from
sleeping and from reading.
They molest his mind
when he writes.
He quotes the Bible,
both chapter and verse.
mainly from Ecclesiastes.
I don’t know what to say
to make them change
their minds-not the woman
with her optics nor
the man with his spies nor
those who often come
to my office door
at the end of day when
the lights are dimmed
and the front desk closed.
They pass by me in
shadows-pale and fragile.
I know their names,
every one of them,
and the demons that
wake them, but it’s
the look in their eyes
I can’t get out
of my mind.
Marilyn Johnston
Salem, Oregon
* *
To beat out in a rock or to embroider on a banner
Whether term will come
Memory perishing for the Constitution
Some lines?
Memory devoted to a smoke and flame,
To flights of black birds...
Monument perishing for the Constitution -
Do not set up.
The decade has passed in dance.
The tank roar has calmed down.
Building of parliament have tinted
Also have overlooked them.
In the river the defence counsels of the Constitution lie,
The Pisces examine their skeletons.
The new pocket senators a puppet work,
The consignments divide the budget.
The leader of the advocates has thrown out a ring with needles,
Has saved the thick stomach.
In a poor province, in distant region
Have presented him a bureaucratic authority.
The Constitution is possible!
It is formality!..
Simple formality for the dictators.
The memory is easy:
Monument perishing for the Constitution -
In the red river of a cloud.
Igor Kruchik.
Kiev, Ukraine
Seed
Suited-up in yellow fat,
floating in the surgeon's
jelly jar, you are not yet
identified - lump who slipped
under radar's peerless
eye, hovered motorless,
mute in my constellating
breast, O stealth scout
advancing for your tribe.
Still dazzled in the OR's
cone of scalpel light,
stroking through a milky
amnesia - my stupid
hand's too slow to touch
the label pasted crooked
on the curved glass cylinder
that posts you from your burrow
to the slicer. You're longer
than a lima bean, I think,
as your silhouette drags me
deep under childhood dark:
the abandoned dining room
and emptied chairs, the family's
laughter drifting from the den,
their scraped plates stacked
tidy by the sink. And I,
the solitary child coned
in icy light, sentenced
to remain. Eat. My
palliative glass of milk.
My fork of duty hovering
above the glistening cluster
of small green grenades
that inhabit the dread plate.
The gleaming knife I wield
to slice them into sections
so that I can bear to take
them in, I can bear
to swallow.
Judith H. Montgomery
Bend, OR
Blue Is
crystal deep
powder pale
edge of cloud
time of night
turn of smoke
birth of rain
noon of never
blue is
saxophone
filtered over
cobblestone
blue is
half of black
blue is
tongue of beast
blue is
steel minus fire
blue is
inside ice
blue is
some kinds of motion,
some kinds of stillness.
Blue is woman's breath.
Blue is North,
hollow,
round.
Dean Metcalf
Joseph, OR
Tell the Men
I am the dream commander.
All around me
along the smoky runway
men fall, strafed
spinning
bloody
down.
I scream, but
they will not believe:
our own
top-secret
quiet-rotor
radar-guided
night-vision
heat-seeking
dream-metal dragonflies
have returned
to kill us.
2. "But they're ours!" men scream
as they stand, are hit, and fall
spinningbloddydown.
Running, my body floats above the runway
among thumb-size neon-red tracers
borne upon their own wind: puffs of it
pass between my ribs.
3. In this dream, only I know:
words
are weapons.
All around me, men see,
trying not to see.
Men fail to aim their words
at the real enemy.
Men drop their books
or read absently
standing in the open
as if life were not dangerous.
Sergeant!
Work your way down the line.
Tell the men:
Fill sandbags with words.
Build a parapet to fight behind.
If they are the right words
you live.
Tell every man:
Dip each fifth word
in your own blood,
so your shots will glow red:
tracers to locate your targets
in the dark.
Tell every man to sharpen one word.
Say, You must choose:
"yes" or "no."
Snap it onto your rifle
for when this gets down to bayonets.
Tell all the men:
It's not the men of darker skin
who broadcast our blood upon the land
as a poor shopkeeper tosses water
from a red plastic pail
to settle dust on an unpaved street.
Tell the men:
We toss our own blood in the dust
where crimson arterial spurts of it
roll into powdery skins
like water in flour
no longer recognizable as blood
it could be any dark liquid:
it could be used crankcase oil.
Tell them:
We live and die
by what we think
by what we write
by what we say
by what we do.
Tell them:
Get your words.
Get in the trench.
Here they come.
Dean Metcalf
Joseph, OR
Assault with a Deadening Weapon
Like, like, and like once machine-gun speech.
Teen babble fired off with the wounded patter
of ambushed grammar. The shrapnel of battlefield banalities
litters the beach of language mined with inarticulation.
Dialogue on crutches:
Like for as and like for like's sake, the flight
of eloquence felled by the ack, ack of prepositions,
the swan song of discourse dying.
"Like, you know, like totally awesome."
And all the while word-cop squadrons drop bombs
of feminist egomania primed with Orwellian newspeak.
Give me peace, give me rehab,
give me a British parliamentarian.
Nic Nigro
OR
stand
dazzled into this universe balanced
between shark and dolphin,
you tack with the stars in your left palm
to swim across the reef.
as the light changes,
a blue fin paints through dracaena -
fed mirrors, hazel to green eyes
scan the screens for the nuggets given up only
if snowmelt hears magpie, lobe fire, and pitch on tides.
ova nounce flute etched into magnolia blossoms,
rain drumming dune grass, then sand to brown,
the sculls now in your hands are well polished
by callus and rose, your sudden thought a caesura writ
as a reflection of lightning and whale breach propels faith
beyond the cortez machetes chopping through branch.
your life a glyph on one stone the river breathes
back into her mural. are you waiting for a green flag
to sling the octaves in your voice over the thorn jazz
of the past?
pain tides to this tide,
your ink in a calypso bubble of marrow her pearl
opens to sky cried awake by a gull, wings spread,
river mouth rolling cedar branch, leaves peeling
into current,
dolphin,
green covens
transfuse bighorn sight as you harvest the quakes,
stand and sing
Charles Thielman
Eugene, OR
My Voyage in the Garden
I came upon a great house
growing out of a centipede.
The beast moved slow enough
for me to see the faces in the window.
Down among the blades of grass,
it only seemed as if I was going
back to the source.
No, this was a new place
and, for all intents and purposes,
that grub's steady crawl
was a new method of transportation.
On that tiny trail,
I saw mother, lover, father, friend.
I saw candle light and bare bulb,
the cozy lamp-shade, the laughing chandelier.
I saw desks and closets,
and kitchen tables,
tiny fingers poking at
the thick skin of gravy.
I saw old, friendly wall paper
curling up on itself.
I saw the favorite subject
of any given day.
I heard the rustle
where what is cast in stone
meets living matter,
the resultant whisper,
you will get her back
or you are starting to resemble him.
I watched years go by
like something from the horse-age,
slow and heavy on the wheel,
almost against her will.
I knew this insect was not
the one that becomes a butterfly
but I believed something
becomes a butterfly.
So I spread my arms like wings
just in case.
John Grey
Providence, RI
A Small Space
After rubbing stardust from my eyes,
I witness the storm holding its breath.
I realize how much I love the things that hurt me.
Even the weather vane pauses before pointing
toward the country where I was born.
Theories, antonyms keep me busy
while angels sign the cast of my humor.
If love is a horse, good luck saddling it.
John Amen
editor of The Pedestal Magazine
Ego Dancing
"What am I doing? What should I be doing?"
--Tom Anthony
I'm speaking to my uncle, and we're
talking about archetypes, imago
principles; how, in Enneagram theory, each
type has two wings, how central conflicts
get further complicated by wing issues.
I tell him, my Tragic Romantic is clashing
with my Performer's need for clear direction.
Archetypally, my builder is wrestling with my seeker.
The ridiculousness of the conversation
becomes apparent. He says, "sometimes
you have to let them have at it, drop both
ends of the rope, just walk the fuck out of the picture."
I like that, still visualize it sometimes-- quibbling instincts,
voices rising in cacophony, the impostor
maestros of personality struggling for dominance.
Suddenly I am beyond them, moving into purer
space like a man undressing at the end of day,
walking naked into something unformed, greater
than the kingdom already known. In that moment,
it is easy to see in whose image I was created.
John Amen
editor of The Pedestal Magazine
Near a Power Plant
Night arrives early beneath the oaks
at the riverbank. I watch workers
tie fist-sized rope to rusted hooks
on the dock. Barges full
of mud-speckled coal kept
from the Ohio’s current.
One man seems to float as he leans
against a pile. Then it rains,
and I recognize the odor of damp wood.
The black masses coalesce
as if to avoid the boiler’s heat,
the smokestack spewing ash.
Jason Fraley