riven poetry journal 2 and 3

Riven 3

Riven3 Contributors:

William Doreski, a d winans, john grey,
Corey Mesler, Frank Engel, alison easterly,
David Wodtke, Roger Weaver, Apryl Fox,
ashok niyogi, Ryan Bird

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2 poems by William Doreski
Peterborough, NH




Vernacular of Light

At the vernacular of light
the hemlocks wave like spectators
and the growl of traffic rehearses
excuses to offer loved ones
who are baking frozen dinners
and measuring and mixing drinks.

Another hour before night seals
the forest against the human gaze;
but already stray houses flare

by the roadside, illuminated
by the heat of TV talk shoes
and the violence of video games.

I've never felt more distant
from the point where sky and land
converge, the hills half-denuded
of lumber, gravel pits aching
like canker sores. Driving too fast
but not fast enough I pass

the Mobil convenience store glowing
like the family hearth. I pass
House by the Side of the Road where
Easter lilies flare in plastic pots.
At the vernacular of light
the seams along which the suburbs

plot their cancers stand exposed,
but no one stops to examine
these zigzag cracks in the earth
that look like railroads gone insane.
The hemlocks wave, no one responds,
and I flick on my headlights to prove

I'm a creature of the present tense,
the instruments on the dashboard
steady in their greenish bluish glow
and everyone's loved ones anxious
as brown dusk wormholes landmarks
and dimensions fold and withdraw.





Ice Fishing on Nubanusit

My shack only four foot square,
kerosene heater fuming.

I've cut an eight-inch circle
in the ice. Green lake water

winks at me, illuminated
strangely, like an old TV.

My father owned the first one
in the neighborhood, a thick round

glossy bulge, a porthole opening
into New York and Hollywood.

Milton Berle, Red Skelton, Lucille
Ball, and sometimes Ed Sullivan

when even the dog fell asleep
and the weekend closed with a shrug.

Now the lake beams up at me,
flashes pickerel lean as lipsticks,

and now and then coughs up a pike,
which I lay out on the ice,

photograph in grinning color,
and release. I could spend my life

in this shack, peering into
the green gaze of the lake,

breathing its eerie green light;
but even with the heater gloating
the cold seems deep and personal
as adultery, and the fish

get wise to my bait and refuse
to bite; so I fold up my gear

and step into the bright afternoon
and breathe the sprawl of frozen lake

and salute the other sporting folk
sealed one by one in tiny shacks

that stay distant from each other
with the fey discretion of tombs.




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3 Poems by a. d. winans
San Francisco, ca


NORTH BEACH YUPPIE BAR

Hard to believe Richard Brautigan
Jack Spicer and other Beats drank here
As I sit and watch two business men
Playing liar's dice at Gino and Carlo's Bar
In the heart of North Beach
Their faces white as pie crust
Wearing double breasted suits
And Italian imported shirts
The legal mafia making their own rules

The one with the twisted smile
Hides behind his dice cup
His coconspirator silently poking
At the olive in his martini glass
Looking like a hit man waiting
To fulfill a contract

POEM FOR THE JAZZ MAN
AT THE ANXIOUS ASP

they say he's burned out
but no one has bothered
to tell him
his Sax igniting a spark
across the room
his lips working pure magic
each note attacking the
heart strings of the soul
and for one brief moment
he loses sight of the bubbling spoon
the heated needle
each note a burst of machine gun fire
just like he used to before the
angel of death took him
on a straight line to hell


GRAND SLAM NIGHT

the lights are low
you can see the sweat beads
bathing his face like a lizard's tongue
the crowd is standing on its feet
screaming, dancing, whistling
stomping their feet to the tune
of a marching band

he's gyrating his hips
making love to the mike
his words are thunder
lightning bolts appear from nowhere

the poems are burning in his hands
the crowd is screaming for more
he's running up and down the aisle
reciting the ten commandments backwards

he's back on stage doing acrobatics
the audience is spellbound
the judges are frantically writing
down their scores

he's standing on his head
he's trying to raise the dead
he's brought in the Pope for a duet
the guy waiting his turn
looks white as a ghost



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FOR ANGIE

I am listening to wind
rattle the windows
and remembering the day she died.
I'm listening to wind
rattle memory of her
and feeling the day she died
shroud the windows,
abandon the light.
I'm listening to light
if that's possible,
the waning of it.
I'm listening to death,
the way light flows to it
and is gone.
The wind quiets now.
There's a sense it won't be back.
I'm remembering windows,
how they looked out
on days gone by.
They rattle, but from her, not wind.

John Grey
Providence, RI



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Porch Poem

I took a pad of paper to
the porch
to escape the heat.
A storm the size of the city
raged about me.
All I could manage was
these thirty words.

Corey Mesler
Memphis, TN



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The Fisherman

My mother's father
took me
to fish in Maine
in the summers.
Yellow jackets
shunned his tan and brawny hands
as they sliced fres h catch
belly and bowel,
scooped the heart and trifling organs,
spilled them, glimmering,
into sunlight
onto the cutting board
amidst the scales.
He breaded the fish,
fried them in butter,
slit their slender ridge of back
to the dorsal fin
opened them like a book,
lifted aloft their spinal translucence,
devoured the salted tail
like a prize.

He taught me the loon's cry,
the slant of sun,
the knife and pliers grip
of bait and hook,
the lightning landmark pine.
He taught me to row.
I learned the persistence of mosquitoes,
the incense of Cuban cigars.

One afternoon,
far from shore,
the old fisherman,
astern with tackle box,
tended lines and hooks,
selected spinners,
puffed his stogy.
I plied the small green boat,
absently mesmerized
by whirlpools
borne through silent sweep of oar.
We sat without words;
a fish struck,
rattled the bamboo pole
against the gunwale,
against my reverie.

Smoke enveloped the old man's head;
he gathered the rod;
his fingers worked the line,
tested tension,
played the fish,
guessed its size,
small, against
the great arch of rod.

The old man bid me row
to keep from dropping other lines
to snag.
A dark green white-bellied catch
beat its tail against the sky,
desperate for the cold
and calm below.
Disgusted,
with slow contemptuous deliberation,
the old man grasped
the length of leader two feet from
the hooked mouth,
dragged the red-marked perch
across the gunwale,
raised his arm,
flung the catch wide
in an arc.
Water flew from line and fish,
caught prism bursts of sunlight
spiraled in architecture
so perfect, so incongruous.
He brought the bony vessel
thudding to the starboard caprail.
"God damned red perch!"
muttering, squinting
against the sun and cigar,
beads of sweat forming
like a rash on his brow.
"God-damned red perch
too bony to eat."
With care he dragged the flopping fish
along the starboard hull,
raised his tethered catch again
with elbow crooked
and scribed a powered arc
above his head,
his loose-fleshed, veined and soft white skin
obscene beneath his sleeves.
The tailed fish strained
backward to the sky,
mouth and eyes fixed
to the radial fisted grasp of line
that etched, kaleidoscopic,
across the old man's face,
his frozen jaw,
across the hemisphere.
The red perch rested
a small eternity,
broken to the core,
sharp with a slap
upon the port gunwale;
it shivered, turned gray.
Amazed, I watched
the fisher man carve two more arcs
against the sky
to beat the fish,
to beat the boat.
And then,
no longer held to hook,
the final arc released
the body,
flying on trivial trajectory,
snaring glints of sun,
slapping at the lake,
to break ringlets
in the silent air.
His belly rolled up,
and I could see the red marks
against him.

Frank Engel



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4 poems by alison easterly
Tasmania, Astralia

Insatiable

The psychic said I should soak in the bath
prepared by throwing in a handful of rock salt to draw
the sadness out. She said I might cry
or even howl but as soon as I got out of the bath,

the pain would stay in the water
and the water would run into a river and the river
might be a murky one in Hades.

The bath wasn't soothing. I worried words
would dissolve or worse, the unpronounceable sounds
I made when I was your lover.

I also worried when an image of the way you'd call
out my name appeared in a vivid
dream. I was never sure if it was the dream
or the wetness of the pillow

that woke me. I would lie in bed wondering
if the dream was a premonition of meeting you again
and then, a resurrection of death.

It reminds me of yew trees. The branches grow
into the ground. When the central trunk dies,
the tree lives on as if it has a connection with ancestry
through blood.

We used to be so close.
And it's the touching I miss the most. And those kisses.
To feel your tongue inside my mouth,
how it searched, then you'd suck, nibble and lick.

Perhaps if I used two handfuls of rock salt
I wouldn't feel a ghost pushing words I don't want to
use out of my mouth.

I tried to steam, dissolve, to wash you out. The problem
is, I taste your blood if I bite my lip. The psychic
never mentioned this and surely she would know I'm insatiable
for magical sounds dripping on the sheets.


Elvis and You

With you, it was different and I don't know
if it's because youth was on your side or if it
was something to do with instincts.

The doctor mentioned studies and vital
statistics and I remember it was the same
as saying you wouldn't survive and if,

by some slim chance you did, there'd be
problems affecting your quality of life.
Is that why you phoned?

Did you think I'd I'd swoon
watching Elvis and his hips in the privacy
of the lounge room?

Did you think I wouldn't think
what would happen next? We'd kiss
and that kiss

would have you talking about our first
kiss beginning a history
we never can deny. I think

about you all the time. But too much
has happened. I don't want to kiss
a dead man's lips. And I don't

want to find you fat and bloated,
as dead as Elvis
in the bathroom.


The Backpack

He talks about ways he will lose
himself, how he won't want to be found

while she counts down the days
and stays awake most of the nights

listening to the train shaking the windows,
the walls, the sound of restless

thoughts travelling slower
than anticipation yet faster that how they

fell into predicting weather
patterns, travel plans, the way she

would fall in love with his backpack.
Rubbing her hands on the fabric,

then unzipping it to caress and softly
kiss where he has been

before he says her warmth is a heat,
salty, tender and sweet.



The Blindfold

Amber was used by Thales of Miletus
who liked the idea
of rubbing fur. No record exists

of other things he rubbed fur
against except they say he discovered
static electricity.

When I think of you, I know
fur and stones won't hold your interest.
If I hint kinkiness with a whisper,

it makes us talk about senses.
Using a blindfold would prevent sight.
I'd have to concentrate

on touch, your lips kissing
my mouth, then slowly trailing down
without light, without shadows,

without anything but that urgent
cry drawing you to the sound of yes,
o my god, yes.



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qualities of doingness

I remember a moment
just after waking just before
remembering these qualities;
circumstances and uncertainties

hovering between a forgotten dream
and this with a certain sense
of bliss that shields me from worry
quivering like a spider's web in wind.

I'm really in no hurry to start
the day's activity - I hold this shadow
close in a quiet room that glows
and grows in luminosity.

But for sheer pomposity
I might remain.

David Wodtke
Oregon



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Passionate Stranger

Knife thin, eyes keen,
you approach me, conquer within
ten paces. We both know
our heads will turn
and look back, and then,
I will follow you, surrendered.

Roger Weaver
Oregon



American Baseball

Without it, would it be Summer,
without the swing of a bat, would it be Spring?
Boys of wonder, these half-grown men
who slide into second, hit homers, flies,
forever frozen in memory, mingled
with mustard, hotdogs and dust,
perfect as the diamonds they will go under.


Roger Weaver
Oregon



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Tea Leaves

I would give you pieces of my misery,
fold it in a napkin and put it next to your plate,
with the fork and the knife and the soup spoon.
It looks just fine, sitting there, alone in its
misery,
and I reach out and stroke the spoon with my palm.
Madame Broggert will read your palm for five dollars
per hand, but she doesn't see the future--it's too
dense, she says, too foggy, to see a person's future
in their forefinger.
I don't think I'd want to see the future, anyway.
Some people can see the future in tea leaves,
but I'd rather drink the tea instead.

Apryl Fox
Flint, MI



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MORNING TEA

Sculpted into a wall of ice,
Gods of malignant device
Blight cherry orchards
With early frost.

Prematurely gray,
This mountain dawn
Moves westward
Like a locust swarm,
Silent plunder
Of my peaks in black.

Drops of dew
On blades of grass
Await fulfillment
Of insatiable lust,
Glitter with the morning ray,
And then burn away.

In my rose garden
Bees have arrived,
I contemplate
This erotic interplay ---

Wake my dogs,
And sip at tea
From porcelain cups.

ashok niyogi
Fremont, CA



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Good Times

no one calls them
deathbeds. the old folks
bicker, like the unwrapping
of nostalgia, slowly. the
adjustable crane arm holding
the television is never at
an optimal angle. you move it
and it bounces, for minutes.
food becomes less distracting
and wholesome when the
menu grows stale.
sometimes, no one is there to
eat his carrots. bickering rattles
onward. the bonsai is
dwarfed by the shadows,
but he likes it that way.
she finagles the linens,
stealing a kiss upon his
eyelid, right in front
of the whole room, for he lacks
the strength to squirm away.
she has the power to
make him sit, she pushes
the buttons which do so.

Ryan Bird
Toronto, Canada


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poetry submissions will be accepted between July and October 31

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Riven 2

contributors


John Amen, Jim Boring, Terri Brown-Davidson, FEATURED POET:Leonard Cirino, Jason Fraley, Taylor Graham, John Grey, Marilyn Johnston, Erin Keane, Igor Kruchik, Alison Easterly, Michael P. McManus, eirck mertz, Dean Metcalf, Judith H. Montgomery, Nic Nigro, Joyce Odam, Mary C. O'Malley, Kathryn Rantala, Lois Rosen, C. J. Sage, Lisa Seed, Scott T. Starbuck, Charles Thielman, S.A. Thieman, Cyril Wong, William Woolfitt




Featured Poet:
Leonard Cirino
1 statement/7 poems



State of the Arts Address

With the onset of the industrial age in the late 19th century poetry began to become more commonplace, and to lose its musical qualities by the early 20th century. Although several great lyric poets emerged toward the end of the 1800's (among them Gerald Manly Hopkins, William Butler Yeats, and Emily Dickinson), since then there have been fewer and fewer who even attempt to replace them. The reasons for this could be the overall shift of the population centers from the rural to the urban and the ensuing loss of affinity to the the natural world; the dehumanization of people in the less rewarding and more physically and emotionally taxing factory work; the homogenization of phrases, idioms, and speech patterns due to the general dispora of ethnic minorities who used original language related to their specific geographical areas; and, a breakdown of many types of religious ceremonies during which people sang in choirs, and hence, gained, in their early years, the metaphors and rhythms of older hymns.

There are only two examples of African-American poets in the early twentieth century that come to mind who were able to write in a Southern Black idiom and still gain recognition. The better known is Langston Hughes, a Harlem Renaissance poet, who, even in his most colloquial verse, spoke eloquently of the inner city. The other was Sterling A. Brown whose reputaion has not maintained a following among the literati of the US the second half of this century, but who is receiving attention in the Black Literature classes in the Universities. Their poetry, in the idoms of their people, is of the most purely melodic and meaningful verse. In more modern times the works of Lucille Clifton and Gwendolyn Brooks are examples of ethnic poets who use speech usually considered out of fashion or in poor taste, but with the true music of their peers. Currently, the poet Patricia A. Smith, who was born in the south side of Chicago, and now resides in Boston, catches many of the contemporary themes of modern Blacks as well as the inflections of the people whose voices she writes in.

Also, at the present time, there is Spanish and English mixed in the same poems (called Spanglese). I'm not familiar with the practioners of this bilingual verse, but, the book, AKRILICA, by Juan Felipe Herrera, is a fine example of this relatively new form in that his poems are not only musical in both language, but also because he as important things to say about the world of Hispanics and the culture of the nortes.

To reach even further into my position, without much foundation except a general skepticism, it seems that much recent North American poetry has not only lost its musical qualities, but it has devolved into an aesthetic of simplicity and quick takes -- because most of my generation was, at an early age, under the influence of TV. To make it worse, now there is an entire generation of young poets who were raised on computers and narcissism. Leading the the way for these poets are the deconstructionists who have tried to destroy language, and their ensuing poetic counterparts, the L*A*N*G*U*A*G*E school, both of whom have decided to market the notion of language in a material way after the manner of a horribly distorted view of Derrida's aesthetics. Along with them, but in an opposing simplistic poetics, goes the sentimentality of the Iowa School of Poets who has been described by one critic as the "Doily School". In my opinion these so-called poets are responsible for the los of idiomatic speech, originality of thought, and the corruption of poetry into sound bytes. They don't speak with intelligence or originality, but only with mouth confusion. It's as if the corporate mentality of buy and sell has somehow replaced the world of art with dishonesty. The fact that many academics (such as Jorie Graham and others) have become purveyors of these ideas, is not only appaling, but reminds me of a mass hysteria to join the crowd, to be part of this debasing force simply because it is modern or trendy. One thing is sure, these schools have total disregard for beauty, not to mention common sense. Perhaps this is a reaction to the uglification of the world and its universal dangers.

As an editor, I receive at least 15 manuscripts a year from obscure and unpublished (in book form) poets who are worthy of a much wider audience. And generally, on reading the prize and award winning books of the year, including both the academics and the street poets, in most cases I find very little of an aesthetic value and an even greater lack of dimension to the writers' thinking, much less the ability to communicate beyond a meager substance.

The state of the Union of poetry has come under close scrutiny in past years and most critics complain about the workshop poem. I agree, but also believe it has as much to do with the lack of roots of poets in particular and the population in general, as well as the mass confusion and violence in the world today, which leads people to undervalue a true voice and in many cases not even be able to hear one because of the fast-food like commodity poetry has become.

Unless a poet has that rare youthful genius like Rimbaud or Baudelaire, or maybe even W.S. Merwin if he is to be given adequate consideration, it takes dozens of adult years to study, refine, and put to practice the art of poetry. I'm not speaking of the anemic, talky academic (lack of) work, or the in your face poems that make up a great portion of what I read in today's chapbooks and 'zines.
I'm talking about poets who have seriously considered the centuries of previous work, both in their own language and translation, and who use this work as a stepping stone to modern art that is still universal in quality. It is not a task one learns in a year or five: it is a life-long discpline. Today's poets who espouse so much Ezra Pound should go back and digest his ABC of Reading. I have become tired of the glossy and highly touted books univerities, and presses like Graywolf and Copper Canyon, as well as the whole slimy and self-centered 'zine scene poets. I'm not even sure I want to read more contemporary work from the United States. My choice today is to return to the Asian classics, the Greeks and Latins, troubadours like Villon, and many of the early to mid-twentieth century southern and eastern European poets.

Even though I read these only in translation they speak to me in more qualitative and musical ways than almost anything written in the US tday does. It is a sad state in my artistic life when I have to return to poets of the past rather than choose something contemporary, but it has become more and more often true.





Lost Reality

after Michael Hamburger
homage Chagall

The lovers spin like folded bats.
Kissing air, they hang from limbs
Like acrobats who fling outward
And then decline, caught amid
The grass, transformed to soil
On the fervent meadow,
A moon inscribes the bodies.
The mad and lovely earth
Describes and abstracts the shadows
Of trees, the doubled lovers
Lifting off the ground, embracing wind
While talking with the ghosts of cows,
Fluttering over steeples, towers,
Barns, and houses lit with yellow
Rooms, while the downward wings
Slow and falter, build on the reverse
Implosion of the just just-married couple
Dancing to a violin, playing
In the penumbra of a singing lamb.

Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR



As if Pain Doesn't Hurt

after Miguel Hernandez

It's certain an exquisite knife that eats flesh
Forms my life-guiding blight on the landscape,
The distinct smells and obscenities, as when
Stamens stick out their tongues stiff as a hard on.

I'm certain it's not about beauty or heaven,
More, a trapeze act balanced as if the artist
Curved his spine and flung the essence of terror -

The ground is axed, her body flushes:
Her heart now my mouth, ultimate, uttering.

Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR



Why I Should Stay Mute
for Jeri

At tmes I have nothing to say to you
And rest my head on your breast,
Touching the very crest of fortune,
Milking what we've had and chosen,
Asking, without a word or thought,
About the things we've decided
And those that have been decided for us.

I know you weren't looking for love
So I called out that I was lost
And the search began: to bring the weight
Of stone to my demented mind, to grasp
Fingers in the shining light of solid air,
Turn the sounds of lambs back to where
Each one saw the other in a shepherd.

At your breast I hear my body
Remind you that all men lie.
But there are no words to say
I trust you like I do the work
Of God - which I know is real
When I rush over the hills of your flesh,
Arrive at a stream, and touch the water
As a madman would his lover's heart.

Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR



The Axeman

after Siktanc

Some evil things make us grip our hands
In prayer. Then they jump our bones
And breathe hard into the receiver
We hold trying to call for help.
But the room stinks and the rafters buckle
Under the weight of our devils.

The whole place reeks of dust:
The windows covered with mold
And our palms crisscrossed in worship.

Somewhere out toward the barn
A stranger picks up an ax and advances.
He strikes and the door splinters
Like a gunshot to the temple.

Fright tears our souls from our bodies.
He steps ino the kitchen,
Scans the counters and shelves.
His feet plunge into the next room
Where we huddle around our children.

The axeman strides forward
Holding the tool with both hands
And smashes the TV, the phone.

We struggle, then agree to his terms,
Content with the drama that turns us
Inside out. Like gloves removed
From our hands, we end up hanging
From the clothesline of the other world.

Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR



A Blue Round

after Wallace Stevens

The wind comes strong in blue rounds
Unlike summer which is a dreamer's world,
Or autumn, which turns frosty and scolds
The ice that cracks out its wounds.

Therefore, the supreme realist sings of rain
And the scorn that arrives in winter
With the few-bird overcast weather
And blue birds going insane,

But, oh, the trees are vascular,
Mud is mired, the air
Whips the earth, limbs become bare,
The naked roots turn muscular.

The soil cries out its ardor
While bears birth beyond any order.

Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR


Little Fucking Beggars

He throws the birds out of his yard -
Little fucking beggars - all they want
Is rice and corn and he doesn't have enough
For his children, much less himself -

A different kind of beggar whose feet
And legs are gone to war, he sits
On the corner, in a chair, but can't
Stand to give thanks for his alms.

When he can, he drinks whisky.
But cheap wine will do,
And once in a while he'll choke
Down a light beer.

When the day ends with a lost sun
He wheels his way home, the pines swing
Back and salute him, the earth tilts sharply,
And he becomes the angel of dark solitude.


Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR


Lovely in the Bones

He talks like a man dead in the forehead.
A soldier, loving part of the past,
And hating the parts in the clouds,
He arrives at the horizon unkempt
And bearded with the feathers of a loon.

His shape is wounded like a hill in combat,
His chest sinks to his waist with age.
Before his eyes the sky becomes a dove,
And he laughs like the sea turned wild,
Biting the sand. The moon looks past
And watches it drown. Dawn,
Lovely as the bones of a delicate fish,
Burns like the stars, cooing on waves.

Leonard Cirino
Springfield, OR











Sweet Aphrodite on a Bicycle

Drag your raggy ruffles
through the puddled gutter.
The gauzy tulle night wraps
over the French Quarter. It's never

quite dark, is it? Neon trashy
divas glow in doorways
and I wait in the corner
of this tiny decaying bar. You

cycle slowly through the window's
phantom lip smears. The low
clouds move faster than your legs
can pump. Over the slick

cobblestones, untied corset
ribbons brush the lamppost
and you're gone, mouthing couplets
into a fog. I close my eyes, inhale

your passing scent: bougainvillea
and mildew. By the river, a trumpet
sings, muted. Pocket change
rings the bottom of this coffee can.

Erin Keane
Louisville, Kentucky
keane@sensilla.com




NO

Yes, I mean,
No.
I agree, to not disagree

-- make concessions,
smile
to be safe.

But
inside
I am dangerous.

I take my secret pencil
and scrawl a loud
reverberating NO!

on the wall
to be read by you
while I turn away

and pour hot tears
into the soup
I stir so carefully.

No.
Yes.
I am dangerous

Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA




TODAY IS NOT THE DAY

Today is not the day for luck.
For rage, perhaps;
for staring at the rain.

But today has come too swiftly,
on borrowed news, with static
and wet shoes.

And with today comes
those two proper sisters,
Grim and Lonely,

who sit
on my two chairs. I feed them
whiskey and dirty blues.

They blur and whisper.
The man I am holding
is half unholy -

the half I'm telling -
the other half
is heavy with mute clues.

Today is not
the day I choose
for dim remember.

The sisters are sleeping now:
I follow
the secret smile and meaning.

Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA



ARDOR

I was never the one they saw
they passed right through me

leaving rough impressions
I was always the one absorbed by light

they thought I was a window
birds broke against me and I grieved

rain knew me
and we wept together -- glistening


Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA



chant
number three in a series for alice

your roman nose
and eyes flashing emerald
the broad smile
an aisle for teeth
wearing crowns
marks from the kessell bloodline

one mountain man
two gladiators
medicine stones and deer jerky
garnet lipped babies
to draw runes and string the beads
long after your womb ran dry

you signed your name with a bone
dipped in indigo
lit the pipe and smoked
your dreams set with the sun
a baby cried at the breast of night

S.A. Thieman



paper lure

the engraved biceps were invitations
to a dance i missed
but no longer knew steps to
had shoes for

i returned home
to your book
left open on the night stand
an island orchid blooming
long beyond season



S.A. Thieman



Black Night, Likely Stars

Out there, the screech owl could be love's answer
to despair as it perches on its limb,
and screeches the only ode

it knows. Tell me, who listens
to this? Yesterday, I killed a field mouse
by striking it on the head

with a sharp blow from my shovel.
And, I swear that the tiny soul on its release,
streamed skyward before my eyes

like an orb of light freed
at last from its earth-bound piñata.

I buried that shovel and danced
near the compost pile for John the Apostle.
It was a tribute of sorts because

he would never dance in Jerusalem,
nor drink with Solomon the pottery maker;

one man who believed in Jesus,
but felt no sin trading earthenware
for wine-filled flasks made from goatskin.

Three years of seminary school
taught me this until the Jesuits kicked me out
when I argued that any man

has every right to engage in sodomy
with the woman he loves.

Black night, likely stars.

I love you more when the dead are near me
and moonlight turns the meadow blue
like a New Orleans' dirge played by Coltrane.

Moon, stay where you are,
I love it that you have no friends
yet continue to shine above our perditions.

Elegy, stop this burning of leaf and limb
we have no way of knowing
if the textbook illustrations are true,

if all the hymns give up the dead
like ferns in a forest
that rustle around our feet.

Will we domesticate the Bobcat,
pull down the sun in a fit of genius,
or try and find Godot
explaining Medusa away?

Black night, likely stars,

solo embrace of the moon's ligature
tight around my neck,
let me run through everything

and through nothing-
at this hour all the unchecked bags
are waiting at lost and found.

Black night, likely stars.

Maybe you will last, maybe
you will give me one more chance to ask,

field mouse will you forgive me?


Michael P. McManus
West Monroe La





Lost in the Woods

I pause in the creek bottom
of an alder thicket
to drink in cool water
and reflect on the classic way
I got into this mess
merely by following deer
as dark approached.

Last night it was 28 degrees
and I am wet,
soaked clear through.
Glasses lost to a branch
and down to one boot,
I laugh and think
that I, the outdoorsman,
may die tonight

and how, whether I do or not,
the blurred stars
look like Christmas lights
in the giant Sitkas.

#

In Our Time

Lewis and Clark would be fined
for hiking in wilderness areas
without a permit,
maybe jailed for exceeding
the legal limit of salmon.

"I understand you boys
is out drawing things,"
a sheriff may say,
"jest don't be drawing
any of our things
round here."

Bored out of their wits,
our adventurers would grow fat
eating Cheetos
and living vicariously
through Blockbuster movies,

working as temps
in old folks' homes,
daydreaming of Alaska
beyond the neon moon
of another Indian casino.

Scott T. Starbuck
SanDiego, CA






"I began in Ohio,
I still dream of home."

James Wright 1927-1980

James, if you reach down hard
enough with me through the Cleveland dirt,
layers of shale and garbage earth
you and I might touch dreams

and failed seeds of Irish root mothers,
those without names, frayed rope lives tied
down on tin shanty roofs far from the bright
sun of Western Ireland's night.

We might find stained glass
from St. Mary's of the Flats,
bottles of Holy Water blessed
by Amadeus Rappe,

here on this island,
on the edge of a sliding city
at the beginning of a another century
of already too much pain.

Your finger bones could rise
from the grave and help
me scribe the sounds;
broken rosary beads buried

in unsanctified ground,
candled hymns and High Mass
lights, hidden baptisms
and rectory marriages

intertwined with blessings
from knotted Carmelite rope.

The cracked tea cup
stained brown inside
at the bottom,
leaves of green tea
gone
like the reader and her readings.

And further on to the south and west
past hills, time, and swamp tales
of Ohio City, we could discover petrified tracks,
patiently waiting,
inside clay cliffs or fields
of abandoned story.

You could help me find words,
create heel and toe casts
from Cleveland Steel's
hired Pinkerton men;
or my grandfather
and his union friends
hiding out at night
too afraid to go home
and bring the weight of violent shoes
to narrow wooden steps.

We two, could shine halogen lights and search
for the trace and smell of sweat hanging
from haloed images 'of longshoremen heads:
the boys' fresh from the docks,
as they stood at the main corner of the Angle,
Detroit and old Pearl: watching greenhorn girls
walk past after a day of service with the millionaires
on Euclid Avenue;

unaware of the future
only we can see;
a cathedral wedding and twelve priest Mass,
or lives magnetized by bar stools and beer bottles.

All mere memory shapes; holograms and dance shoes
sticking to us like nightclothes on hot summer nights.

But maybe all we can find are residue of oak tree limbs
fallen and scattered into an American hope for coal,

blooming into diamonds of rust,
while the Midwest lake and its ceaseless winds,
embrace a crying banshee reconnoitering for the soul ashes
of the forgotten dead.

Mary C. O'Malley
Ohio




The Practice of Inverting the Human Heart

Last night you were unhinged. You were like some desperate,
howling demon. You frightened me. ...Do it again. - Morticia Addams

Imagine seventy-two names inscribed
upon the petals of a sunflower

or the four lettered Name of God
arranged within the inverted human heart

so that everything is inside out or upside
down and always exposed

like the time you held me, tears
streaming immaterial messages so full

of meaning, I thought I would never
need to talk as I did before

incoherency made it impossible
to describe how our tongues paused

inside that kiss, how our mouths
press together but nothing is airtight.


Pipe Dreams

I misheard lyrics playing on the stereo
when I was waiting for mascara to dry.
It emphasized the luminous shine of
wanting you because all afternoon
I'd fantasized about what we could do
with soft leather. If this is less controlled
that craving a Moroccan market place
where women wear black and men
escape to pray every Friday, I'd say
desire could be the tantalizing lower lip
on the mouth of the Mediterranean Sea.


Alison Easterly
Australia





Undertaking


He leans his sternum light
above each body's grace,
his breath is like the face
of Summer's breeze at night.
His hands are kind, like kites
revere the wind they place
their crosses down, they lace
the wounds, they end the fight.
If I were gone, my body
left, I'd want this ferryman
to cut the line, toss it,
push me off. Because heavy
are the days on land
we go soft into such flight.

C. J. Sage
San Jose, CA




Falling

The leaves are down the lower branches sag
like the springs of unruly passion's bed

Above this fatal evidence face up
to the seeming summer sun the tree basks
bare-armed branches cocked high behind its head

Confident as an aging athlete that
can't acknowledge the limber legs are gone

Still the will persists, the sap still rises
desire still pits eros against scleros

In quiet air the trembling yellow leaves
diffuse the steady sun still strong and warm
that quickens now the mottled hand in mine.

Jim Boring




The Secret Underlife of Slugs


Name it. Name it, I told myself, delirious,
in that apartment at three a.m., all language
evacuating the premises. But I was afraid.
The gorgeous golden harvester moon swirled bursting
through my window spotted with flakes of snow


a slow melt consumed. Across from me,
in that bed hunched, rumpled, in its covers,
even the buffalo-plaid throw dangling its fringes
askew, you slept facedown in a pale nesting
of pillows I wanted, for the scantest of flashes,


to remove, to watch you suffocate
in our soiled opulence of bedding, your face blanker
than the Lady of Shalott's when she confronted her vision,
went drifting dead down the river to Camelot
where Lancelot, like me, could dote


on the face of a corpse.
Name it. But I couldn't. Language strangles itself
before images. Terror a tenderness wafting
seven veils, all of them binding
my eyes. Silently you slept while I


contemplated your strangenesses. Would you love me
when you woke? That evening,
while the moon, fresh-risen, swallowed mouthfuls
of blizzard until, choking, it crumbled, disintegrated, vanished,
you'd spread my clamped legs with the gentlest

of palms. I'd never had anyone peer into those depths.
Blossom; vermiculus; red-gold, imploded star: sweet names
for what I dreaded, the unraveling of self before
a pushing so primordial all women, I thought, must
despise it. Inside me, you rocked forward, away,


the starbursts of your blackening eyes magnified
by pupils dilating to explosion. Inside,
I felt nothing except the clamping closed subtler
than the eyelid furling over what it protects,
the tender flesh unmarred by design, the keeping still


a resistance, all those horrific words
technical in their effusions,
the yellowed jaundiced man
loving me against a subway grate in a wraparound
black coat so stiff in its soilings it rose and rose and rose,


flapped like a single dark wing.
Everything, from that day, dirt, dirt, and the world
reduced to cigarette butts, lipsticked and stubbed,
vanishing between railings. His boot against
my breasts, the endless clamor of a shout


silenced fluttering
inside my chest. But it's easy to say people can change.
Or want to. Or will. While you slept, I still felt
you inside me, the dark unctuous thrumming connecting
cell to cell, accommodating a vision larger than love.


I wanted you to fuck me. I wanted you to die.
In the end, either would've sufficed. But when clouds
brighter than snow buried that grotesquer moon,
when your breaths steadied so sonorously I sensed
they'd never, that morning, fail,

I crouched low against our sad still bed
and comforted myself with both hands.

Terri Brown-Davidson
Lincoln, NE





SIX QUIET ARCHITECTURES

1. enters with bird; through stores
& eyes & quietly will over tables, fly - while he does:

2. quiet recess and shattered
outline of an attic schooner, ceasing; like Autumn, she:

3. sewn into quilt of, worn on a widow's nest, these two &
one hundred; where her eyes, so akin to August ribbons while they are breaking:

4. again quiet stares, and through again tonight's haze
of broken hymnals; her creases, one remarks, how they sweat beneath the work light:

5. where you've repeated this after hush, I also fail mention of roses; either, your
eyes:

6. And separates, and then; moving
from eyes who - often vacancy of, often eyes abandoned by -

eirck mertz
Oregon




BONAVENTURA
(F.G. Wetzel, 1779-1819)

There you go again, wrapped in your night-
habit under a filched name,
calling the over-lasted hours.

It's easy enough to count a man's frays
and tatters when you yourself go
incognito as a fool. But, Brother,
how else could you walk city streets
under so many sane eyes?

Here, an oak tree leans and shivers
at the edge of a neighbor's security-
light. Porch-light, flicker-glow
from his TV.

You could see right through
his walls, how he stares
at the devil in the tube
or the nothing behind the screen;

or does he simply look, tonight,
within
to watch a cancer growing?

I sit inside my own
dark windows marking the moon's
shadow-dance with clouds.
You and I, we share that moon

in all this landscape, where every-
one has turned to stone.


Taylor Graham
Somerset, CA



Melancholic


At the window,
birds of Matisse.
Legs like the center of tubes and the day
so cold. I wrap in my arms,
learning to live with them. I shiver a
stone deep tree loosening shudder
like movements of sea.

The creek center rolls
under a bridge.
Water erases a V in flight.
How many do I remember
now that I count windows?
driving in small cars?
unconscious curlings from trees?
the battles with squirrels in their sleep
for crisp morsels?

My hand, tossing a small brown crust,
hovers.
Something looks like a 3.
It’s eating the width of the window.
It’s tail is as tall as the grass.
If I open the door, it is still
eating.



Kathryn Rantala
(editor/publisher of Ravenna Press and Snow Monkey)WA






Post Op

Formidable as a meat locker door,
spinach florescence of the corridor outside
65 W, his room,

inside, the air glows feverish, drained of all sun,
a bruised jaw lit from underneath
by a flashlight on Halloween.

I'm a mole sniffing at that antiseptic, familiar odor
of hospital linoleum, Lysol and a tinge of urine.
Blinking, I can make out the bodies of family pressed
to the colorless walls.

A t.v. jabbers above them.
A second t.v. jabbers behind
a tan fabric, drab cotton dividing
an already narrow room.

The gallery stares at the side show,
"The Amazing Used to Be Dad," a hodgepodge
of tubes, beeping monitors,
pulleys, and some semblance
of the man, unshaven, pale,
three quarters nude
humiliated as a Doberman
dolled up in a nighty.

Why is the remains
of fries and a reuben
on his tray table
right after the operation?
Oops,
someone else's.

Why is his wife worrying herself
over an eight page menu? How
should she know the right
hour and meal to order?

Why is there a latex glove
on the floor?

Why is the patient's gown wet,
his pillow soaked?
The intravenous is leaking,
Sorry.

Why is this still just the first day?

Lois Rosen Salem, OR




Rooms Rented by Shadows

In rooms below, lamps gather up
and snuff their bolts of light; a wide hush
sifts down like puffball spores; rag rugs
worry too hard and tear their stitches, puzzled
that their ovals of hardwood floor have so little to say.
Bread dough in the blue bowl swells like a growth
and throws off the warm wet cloth; shadows who rent
by the hour unpack bottles of gin, nail polish,
spring water, turn on pay-per-view, put on mud masks
and sprawl on the furniture.

Upstairs, all the rooms are in my lungs, my brain,
the platelets in my blood. Every prayer I say
for a loved one or stranger makes another spacious room
somewhere inside me. There are rooms
that are home to a scalawag, a nomad, a loyalist,
a forsaker, a butcher, a baker.
Something inside me gets cut to ribbons.
Something else down there rises again.


William Woolfitt
Breckenridge CO
speakingofmarvels@yahoo.com








Friends

They are with you at the big events, like a wedding,
or a party to celebrate your promotion, where you
also announce the other good news about how
your wife is pregnant again. They were there as well
at the hospital where you lay after the accident,
offering flowers and an eternity of platitudes.

They are absent at the smaller deaths, such as
those you experience along the corridor
on the way to the restroom from your office, or
on the way to the canteen downstairs for lunch,
when another light goes out inside your head

after you convince yourself this is what you have
always wanted: a generous income, a predictable
job and marriage. They agree when you tell them
how your wife is really unreasonable for suggesting
you have lost your intensity, your sense of wonder.
They also agree that you are passionate

about your work, and that work is meaningful
for its purposefulness, its sense of duty, its repetitions,
which remind you of water-drops in that Japanese
mode of torture devised to drive a prisoner insane.
They are there at your time of need; of course,

only if that need involves joining you at the bar,
a free drink now and then. They are there to loan you
a compliment or two, or a note of encouragement
during your rare moments of mild disappointment
and despair, which you are then obliged to return
in the nearest possible future, with or without
interest, depending on your mood for generosity.

They serve to remind you of what you first learnt
at the beginning of your ten-year marriage, which is
that any sort of companion, no matter how distant
or exceptionally intimate, is a compromise -
a friend, who may only ever know you as little
as you believe you know yourself.

Cyril Wong
Singapore






If You Could See Their Eyes


At the office
I am visited by
the woman who fears
optic transmitters have been
implanted in her uterus,
her nostrils, and even her breasts
to track her down.
She says that the children
she has raised were not
the ones she gave birth to
and she knows someone
switched them years ago
in the middle of the night.
She’s been told by the
judge to tell her story
to the psychiatric center
down on Oak Street,
but she says the doctors
are all imposters and will
steal her papers, her identity
and, finally, her soul.


A man who claims his
neighbors are telepathic spies,
visits me again and
again to say he sees
them everywhere.
They stop him from
sleeping and from reading.
They molest his mind
when he writes.
He quotes the Bible,
both chapter and verse.
mainly from Ecclesiastes.


I don’t know what to say
to make them change
their minds-not the woman
with her optics nor
the man with his spies nor
those who often come
to my office door
at the end of day when
the lights are dimmed
and the front desk closed.
They pass by me in
shadows-pale and fragile.
I know their names,
every one of them,
and the demons that
wake them, but it’s
the look in their eyes
I can’t get out
of my mind.


Marilyn Johnston
Salem, Oregon





* *
To beat out in a rock or to embroider on a banner
Whether term will come
Memory perishing for the Constitution
Some lines?
Memory devoted to a smoke and flame,
To flights of black birds...
Monument perishing for the Constitution -
Do not set up.
The decade has passed in dance.
The tank roar has calmed down.
Building of parliament have tinted
Also have overlooked them.
In the river the defence counsels of the Constitution lie,
The Pisces examine their skeletons.
The new pocket senators a puppet work,
The consignments divide the budget.
The leader of the advocates has thrown out a ring with needles,
Has saved the thick stomach.
In a poor province, in distant region
Have presented him a bureaucratic authority.
The Constitution is possible!
It is formality!..
Simple formality for the dictators.
The memory is easy:
Monument perishing for the Constitution -
In the red river of a cloud.

Igor Kruchik.
Kiev, Ukraine





Seed

Suited-up in yellow fat,
floating in the surgeon's
jelly jar, you are not yet

identified - lump who slipped
under radar's peerless
eye, hovered motorless,

mute in my constellating
breast, O stealth scout
advancing for your tribe.

Still dazzled in the OR's
cone of scalpel light,
stroking through a milky

amnesia - my stupid
hand's too slow to touch
the label pasted crooked

on the curved glass cylinder
that posts you from your burrow
to the slicer. You're longer

than a lima bean, I think,
as your silhouette drags me
deep under childhood dark:

the abandoned dining room
and emptied chairs, the family's
laughter drifting from the den,

their scraped plates stacked
tidy by the sink. And I,
the solitary child coned

in icy light, sentenced
to remain. Eat. My
palliative glass of milk.

My fork of duty hovering
above the glistening cluster
of small green grenades

that inhabit the dread plate.
The gleaming knife I wield
to slice them into sections

so that I can bear to take
them in, I can bear
to swallow.


Judith H. Montgomery
Bend, OR




Blue Is

crystal deep
powder pale
edge of cloud
time of night
turn of smoke
birth of rain
noon of never
blue is
saxophone
filtered over
cobblestone
blue is
half of black
blue is
tongue of beast
blue is
steel minus fire
blue is
inside ice
blue is
some kinds of motion,
some kinds of stillness.

Blue is woman's breath.

Blue is North,

hollow,

round.

Dean Metcalf
Joseph, OR



Tell the Men

I am the dream commander.

All around me
along the smoky runway
men fall, strafed
spinning
bloody
down.

I scream, but
they will not believe:
our own
top-secret
quiet-rotor
radar-guided
night-vision
heat-seeking
dream-metal dragonflies
have returned
to kill us.


2. "But they're ours!" men scream
as they stand, are hit, and fall
spinningbloddydown.

Running, my body floats above the runway
among thumb-size neon-red tracers
borne upon their own wind: puffs of it
pass between my ribs.

3. In this dream, only I know:
words
are weapons.

All around me, men see,
trying not to see.

Men fail to aim their words
at the real enemy.

Men drop their books
or read absently

standing in the open
as if life were not dangerous.

Sergeant!

Work your way down the line.

Tell the men:

Fill sandbags with words.
Build a parapet to fight behind.
If they are the right words
you live.

Tell every man:

Dip each fifth word
in your own blood,
so your shots will glow red:
tracers to locate your targets
in the dark.

Tell every man to sharpen one word.

Say, You must choose:
"yes" or "no."
Snap it onto your rifle
for when this gets down to bayonets.

Tell all the men:

It's not the men of darker skin
who broadcast our blood upon the land
as a poor shopkeeper tosses water
from a red plastic pail
to settle dust on an unpaved street.

Tell the men:

We toss our own blood in the dust
where crimson arterial spurts of it
roll into powdery skins
like water in flour
no longer recognizable as blood
it could be any dark liquid:
it could be used crankcase oil.

Tell them:

We live and die
by what we think
by what we write
by what we say
by what we do.

Tell them:

Get your words.
Get in the trench.
Here they come.


Dean Metcalf
Joseph, OR





Assault with a Deadening Weapon

Like, like, and like once machine-gun speech.
Teen babble fired off with the wounded patter
of ambushed grammar. The shrapnel of battlefield banalities
litters the beach of language mined with inarticulation.
Dialogue on crutches:
Like for as and like for like's sake, the flight
of eloquence felled by the ack, ack of prepositions,
the swan song of discourse dying.
"Like, you know, like totally awesome."

And all the while word-cop squadrons drop bombs
of feminist egomania primed with Orwellian newspeak.
Give me peace, give me rehab,
give me a British parliamentarian.


Nic Nigro
OR




stand

dazzled into this universe balanced
between shark and dolphin,
you tack with the stars in your left palm
to swim across the reef.
as the light changes,
a blue fin paints through dracaena -
fed mirrors, hazel to green eyes
scan the screens for the nuggets given up only
if snowmelt hears magpie, lobe fire, and pitch on tides.
ova nounce flute etched into magnolia blossoms,
rain drumming dune grass, then sand to brown,
the sculls now in your hands are well polished
by callus and rose, your sudden thought a caesura writ
as a reflection of lightning and whale breach propels faith
beyond the cortez machetes chopping through branch.
your life a glyph on one stone the river breathes
back into her mural. are you waiting for a green flag
to sling the octaves in your voice over the thorn jazz
of the past?
pain tides to this tide,
your ink in a calypso bubble of marrow her pearl
opens to sky cried awake by a gull, wings spread,
river mouth rolling cedar branch, leaves peeling
into current,
dolphin,
green covens
transfuse bighorn sight as you harvest the quakes,
stand and sing

Charles Thielman
Eugene, OR





My Voyage in the Garden

I came upon a great house
growing out of a centipede.
The beast moved slow enough
for me to see the faces in the window.
Down among the blades of grass,
it only seemed as if I was going
back to the source.
No, this was a new place
and, for all intents and purposes,
that grub's steady crawl
was a new method of transportation.
On that tiny trail,
I saw mother, lover, father, friend.
I saw candle light and bare bulb,
the cozy lamp-shade, the laughing chandelier.
I saw desks and closets,
and kitchen tables,
tiny fingers poking at
the thick skin of gravy.
I saw old, friendly wall paper
curling up on itself.
I saw the favorite subject
of any given day.
I heard the rustle
where what is cast in stone
meets living matter,
the resultant whisper,
you will get her back
or you are starting to resemble him.
I watched years go by
like something from the horse-age,
slow and heavy on the wheel,
almost against her will.
I knew this insect was not
the one that becomes a butterfly
but I believed something
becomes a butterfly.
So I spread my arms like wings
just in case.

John Grey
Providence, RI




A Small Space

After rubbing stardust from my eyes,
I witness the storm holding its breath.

I realize how much I love the things that hurt me.

Even the weather vane pauses before pointing
toward the country where I was born.

Theories, antonyms keep me busy
while angels sign the cast of my humor.

If love is a horse, good luck saddling it.

John Amen
editor of The Pedestal Magazine


Ego Dancing


"What am I doing? What should I be doing?"
--Tom Anthony

I'm speaking to my uncle, and we're
talking about archetypes, imago

principles; how, in Enneagram theory, each
type has two wings, how central conflicts

get further complicated by wing issues.
I tell him, my Tragic Romantic is clashing

with my Performer's need for clear direction.
Archetypally, my builder is wrestling with my seeker.

The ridiculousness of the conversation
becomes apparent. He says, "sometimes

you have to let them have at it, drop both
ends of the rope, just walk the fuck out of the picture."

I like that, still visualize it sometimes-- quibbling instincts,
voices rising in cacophony, the impostor

maestros of personality struggling for dominance.
Suddenly I am beyond them, moving into purer

space like a man undressing at the end of day,
walking naked into something unformed, greater

than the kingdom already known. In that moment,
it is easy to see in whose image I was created.

John Amen
editor of The Pedestal Magazine






Near a Power Plant



Night arrives early beneath the oaks

at the riverbank. I watch workers

tie fist-sized rope to rusted hooks



on the dock. Barges full

of mud-speckled coal kept

from the Ohio’s current.



One man seems to float as he leans

against a pile. Then it rains,

and I recognize the odor of damp wood.



The black masses coalesce

as if to avoid the boiler’s heat,

the smokestack spewing ash.


Jason Fraley


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