Mantras

My Philosophy

Nothing:

It has been my philosophy buliding upon nights of endless postulating that nothing is the best thing. In nothing it can become everything with it still being nothing. My biological father abandoned me at the age of 2, through my teen and young adult existence, i hated him, but by him giving me nothing, he gave me everything, and i couldn't have asked for more. Every negative has a positive, you have to look for it, rather, you have to want to look for it. Everything he never said was everything he could ever say. My step father gave me the name Kainoa. Almost every Hawaiian name has a meaning, but mine doesn't. I was never miffed that it carried no meaning. Another philosophy of mine is that life is non existent, life is a dream. So i'm very happy that my name means nothing like life itself, so i can carry both in the same. There is such unspeakable beauty in something which has no meaning, it owns nothing like when the white man came here, they assigned the native people first names. Why put a name on something you don't own. Another sweet thing about nothing, the richest man is the one that owns nothing. What is accomplished in owning a thing? There is more for nothing when you share everything. Although my name is Hawaiian, i am not, this seems to be a thread of misunderstanding from mainlanders. It's the same thread of someone that is of Hawaiian ancestry and has a white name. Not everything is black and white, not one answer for one question.

Knowledgeable Existence:

This has become my contention that people in your life, whether the're the hey neighbor type or your close friends, think they know you. My philosophy is that people think they know me, this is misleading and should be in every persons case, unless all there is to you is there. People don't know me, they know of me. A self implanted knowledge that who they met is the person they will be forever. Maybe for you, but i evolve everyday. I crawled out of that proverbial swamp and even though i am still in a metaphorical state of rigormortic metamorphasis, my mind thinks and conquers previous pondered thoughts. In my mind a contradicted thing takes on two embodiments. The most important is that you realize your previous notions on something was an unthought thought or an ideal, not principal. Ideals are things you think of that should have a compass of morality, but it is still an unsure thing. Principals are sticking to your guns. The other contradiction is the one that is said unrealizing that you went against your own personal beliefs. The true contradiction is that if you don't learn from your mistakes, then it just becomes stupidity. In my heart i feel like this philosophy should be embraced by everyone because it's respectful.

First Encounters

When upon meeting someone new I'm usually in a submissive mode, but there's a reason for that. It borders upon my animal philosophy, becomming submissve gains trust, just as wolves are the Beta must become submissive to gain the Alpha's trust. The alpha also trusts by the beta by his uninhibited submission. We all knew trust swings both ways but perhaps not untill as i've just explained have we come to grip this philosophy. I am very animal in nature, my solitude exudes the same premise and principal as wolves do. But in real meaning i am submissive because it puts people at ease, i don't want to seem unapproachable, yet still taken seriously.

Allies Not Opposites

For a long time i've been trying to create a new word for normality, keeping the definition, but not the word, because normality is like perfection, in turn is conformity. After a failed mission, which intention is not meant to become an addition to the urban dictionary's glossary, i've discovered that this among other things have their own balance which aren't to be tampered with. Normality is every person out there conforming to society's strict rules, without enjoying themselves, they question if things are normal. Live free without society's conscience trips. Society is a grumpy old man, that doesn't go outside his home. He wants things as they are, without change, because he's set in his ways. Which is why society has a hard time adjusting to new changes, hence conservative people keeping the old anemic man alive. I now know that there is no word to define what normality is without using it's molded into concrete formal name. But it's okay, there's a time and place for normality, seek the balance.

Too much normality and you'll never enjoy yourself and too little normality and you're out of control. This is why many things in life which were stamped as opposites by society are confusing. Everything that you've come to know as an opposite, are allies, they're beneficial to each other at one time or another. This is why i disregard the Feng Shui theory, because it's all about perfect balance, balance must never be equal it needs to balanace itself out constantly. It can never be even or equal, or the equilibrium in this world would be unstable. Chaos and Balance are these twins that push each other in the dirt and dust each other off.

True Balance is incomplete. Balance known, and counter balance unknown. Nothing should ever be complete. If it is complete, it has no need for balance. ~ Kainoa S.



	*My Philosophy* *Nothing:* It has been my philosophy buliding upon nights of endless postulating that nothing is the best thing. In nothing it can become everything with it still being nothing. My biological father abandoned me at the age of 2, through my teen and young adult existence, i hated him, but by him giving me nothing, he gave me everything, and i couldn't have asked for more. Every negative has a positive, you have to look for it, rather, you have to want to look for it. Everything he never said was everything he could ever say. My step father gave me the name Kainoa. Almost every Hawaiian name has a meaning, but mine doesn't. I was never miffed that it carried no meaning. Another philosophy of mine is that life is non existent, life is a dream. So i'm very happy that my name means nothing like life itself, so i can carry both in the same. There is such unspeakable beauty in something which has no meaning, it owns nothing like when the white man came here, they assigned the native people first names. Why put a name on something you don't own. Another sweet thing about nothing, the richest man is the one that owns nothing. What is accomplished in owning a thing? There is more for nothing when you share everything. Although my name is Hawaiian, i am not, this seems to be a thread of misunderstanding from mainlanders. It's the same thread of someone that is of Hawaiian ancestry and has a white name. Not everything is black and white, not one answer for one question. *Knowledgeable Existence:* This has become my contention that people in your life, whether the're the hey neighbor type or your close friends, think they know you. My philosophy is that people think they know me, this is misleading and should be in every persons case, unless all there is to you is there. People don't know me, they know of me. A self implanted knowledge that who they met is the person they will be forever. Maybe for you, but i evolve everyday. I crawled out of that proverbial swamp and even though i am still in a metaphorical state of rigormortic metamorphasis, my mind thinks and conquers previous pondered thoughts. In my mind a contradicted thing takes on two embodiments. The most important is that you realize your previous notions on something was an unthought thought or an ideal, not principal. Ideals are things you think of that should have a compass of morality, but it is still an unsure thing. Principals are sticking to your guns. The other contradiction is the one that is said unrealizing that you went against your own personal beliefs. The true contradiction is that if you don't learn from your mistakes, then it just becomes stupidity. In my heart i feel like this philosophy should be embraced by everyone because it's respectful. *First Encounters* When upon meeting someone new I'm usually in a submissive mode, but there's a reason for that. It borders upon my animal philosophy, becomming submissve gains trust, just as wolves are the Beta must become submissive to gain the Alpha's trust. The alpha also trusts by the beta by his uninhibited submission. We all knew trust swings both ways but perhaps not untill as i've just explained have we come to grip this philosophy. I am very animal in nature, my solitude exudes the same premise and principal as wolves do. But in real meaning i am submissive because it puts people at ease, i don't want to seem unapproachable, yet still taken seriously. *Allies Not Opposites* For a long time i've been trying to create a new word for normality, keeping the definition, but not the word, because normality is like perfection, in turn is conformity. After a failed mission, which intention is not meant to become an addition to the urban dictionary's glossary, i've discovered that this among other things have their own balance which aren't to be tampered with. Normality is every person out there conforming to society's strict rules, without enjoying themselves, they question if things are normal. Live free without society's conscience trips. Society is a grumpy old man, that doesn't go outside his home. He wants things as they are, without change, because he's set in his ways. Which is why society has a hard time adjusting to new changes, hence conservative people keeping the old anemic man alive. I now know that there is no word to define what normality is without using it's molded into concrete formal name. But it's okay, there's a time and place for normality, seek the balance. Too much normality and you'll never enjoy yourself and too little normality and you're out of control. This is why many things in life which were stamped as opposites by society are confusing. Everything that you've come to know as an opposite, are allies, they're beneficial to each other at one time or another. This is why i disregard the Feng Shui theory, because it's all about perfect balance, balance must never be equal it needs to balanace itself out constantly. It can never be even or equal, or the equilibrium in this world would be unstable. Chaos and Balance are these twins that push each other in the dirt and dust each other off. True Balance is incomplete. Balance known, and counter balance unknown. Nothing should ever be complete. If it is complete, it has no need for balance. ~ *Kainoa S.*